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How to Live in God’s Grace and Walk in the Power of the Holy Spirit
“This means that anyone who belongs to Christ has become a new person. The old life is gone; a new life has begun!” —2 Corinthians 5:17 (NLT)
For years, I tried to be “good.” I thought if I just tried harder—prayed more, worked harder, loved better—then I would finally become the Christian woman I longed to be. But here’s what I’ve discovered: God never asked me to try harder. He asked me to surrender.
The truth is, I don’t have to create a “new Tricia.” Jesus already made me new. The moment I asked Him to forgive me and be Lord of my life, He did a transforming work inside me. Paul reminds us in Romans:
“And we believers also groan, even though we have the Holy Spirit within us as a foretaste of future glory, for we long for our bodies to be released from sin and suffering. We, too, wait with eager hope for the day when God will give us our full rights as his adopted children, including the new bodies he has promised us.” —Romans 8:23 (NLT)
Salvation is not just about heaven someday. It’s about walking in God’s purposes today.
God’s Plan Right Now
Salvation isn’t fire insurance. Instead we have a unique purpose.
2 Timothy 1:9 says, “For God saved us and called us to live a holy life. He did this, not because we deserved it, but because that was his plan from before the beginning of time—to show us his grace through Christ Jesus,” (NLT).
Friend, your walk with God isn’t about being “good enough.” It’s about walking in the good works He already planned for you. You’ve been given gifts and assignments that matter. Paul told Timothy:
“This is why I remind you to fan into flames the spiritual gift God gave you when I laid my hands on you.” —2 Timothy 1:6 (NLT)
And again, in 1 Corinthians 12, Paul tells us that there are many gifts, but the same Spirit gives them (1 Corinthians 12:4–31, NLT).
Henry Blackaby once wrote: “The reality is that the Lord never calls the qualified; He qualifies the called.” We don’t serve out of our own strength, but out of His Spirit working through us.
Change Comes Through Focus
Let’s be honest: change doesn’t happen overnight. Old habits don’t evaporate simply because we attend church or read our Bible for a week. But here’s the secret: the more I focus on Jesus, the more my heart changes.
“Walking with Jesus isn’t about being perfect. It’s about being willing to keep going—even when you stumble—because you trust the One you’re following.”
Chrystal Evans Hurst
When I aim at my own behavior, I fall short. But when I fix my eyes on Him, transformation comes. Where you cast your vision is where you’ll go.
Boldly Tell Your Story
One of the best ways to walk in change is to simply tell others what God has done. Don’t hide your testimony. Every time I share about God’s grace in my life, it reminds me that this life isn’t about me—it’s about Him.
“So never be ashamed to tell others about our Lord.” —2 Timothy 1:8 (NLT)
God’s Spirit in You
And here’s the best news: you don’t have to “be good” on your own.
2 Timothy 1:7 says, “For God has not given us a spirit of fear and timidity, but of power, love, and self-discipline,” (NLT).
That power? It comes from the Holy Spirit living inside of us. Paul reminds us of the fruit of the Spirit:
“But the Holy Spirit produces this kind of fruit in our lives: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. There is no law against these things!” —Galatians 5:22–23 (NLT)
When we stop trying to manufacture our own “goodness” and instead lean into His Spirit, fruit naturally grows.
George Müller, a man who lived fully dependent on God, said:
“The beginning of anxiety is the end of faith, and the beginning of true faith is the end of anxiety.”
Our part is to believe, to trust, and to follow. God’s part is to transform.
Confidence in Christ
Friend, let’s end in this. Be confident! You are loved. You are chosen. You are set apart. Not because you are “good enough,” but because Christ is good. The more confidence I have in what Jesus did for me, the more confidence I gain in what He can do through me.
So, dear friend, stop trying to be good. Instead, surrender to the One who already made you new. Walk with Him, lean into Him, and let His Spirit shape every step.
Stop Trying to Be Good
I tried to be better, I tried to be strong,
But striving alone just felt all wrong.
Then Jesus whispered, “Child, don’t you see?
It’s not what you do, it’s what I’ve done for thee.”
New life is a gift, not something I earn,
Grace is a flame that helps my heart burn.
So I’ll rest in His love, walk in His ways,
And trust Him to guide me the rest of my days.
Heavenly Father,
Thank You that I don’t have to try harder to earn Your love. Thank You that through Jesus I am already made new.Help me to stop striving in my own strength and instead rely on the power of Your Spirit within me. Fan into flame the gifts You’ve given me, and give me courage to share my story with others. May my life reflect Your love, joy, peace, and self-control. In Jesus’ name, Amen.
Reflection Questions
- In what areas of your life do you find yourself striving to “be good” instead of resting in God’s grace?
- How does 2 Corinthians 5:17 encourage you when you feel stuck in old habits or failures?
- What gifts has God placed in your life that you can begin to “fan into flame”?
- Who in your life needs to hear your story of what God has done?
What would it look like this week to lean on the Spirit’s power rather than your own efforts?
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Weekly readings for the Daily Bible Podcast with Tricia and Michelle
October 27
Mark 13:1-23, Matthew 24:1-25, Luke 21:5-24, Mark 13:24-31, Matthew 24:26-35, Luke 21:25-33
Remaining Faithful when Signs are Forecast
In today’s passages from Mark 13:1-23, Matthew 24:1-25, and Luke 21:5-24, we encounter some of Jesus’ final teachings, delivered with urgency. Jesus is on the Mount of Olives, giving His disciples a “forecast” of the end times, known as the Olivet Discourse. His message is both a warning and a call to faithfulness.
Mark 13:1-23, Matthew 24:1-25: The End of the Temple and the World
As they leave the Temple, Jesus tells His disciples that the Temple will be destroyed. They are stunned. This magnificent structure, a symbol of their nation and faith, will be torn down.
Jesus’ prophecy came true about 40 years later, in A.D. 70, when the Romans destroyed Jerusalem during a Jewish revolt. But Jesus’ words go beyond the immediate events—they point toward the future, preparing His disciples for the challenges they will face.
He describes a world filled with wars, earthquakes, and famines. These signs, Jesus says, are only the beginning of birth pains. Persecution, betrayal, and false messiahs will arise, calling His followers to stand firm and testify about Him. The disciples must remain vigilant, discerning the true Messiah from imposters.
Mark 13:24-31, Matthew 24:26-35: The Return of the Son of Man
Jesus assures His followers that, although cosmic upheaval will come, His return is certain. The Son of Man will come with power and glory, bringing restoration and judgment. Jesus emphasizes that His words will never pass away, even though heaven and earth will.
This reminds us of Isaiah 40:8:
"The grass withers, the flowers fade, but the word of our God stands forever."
Jesus urges His disciples to watch for the signs of His return, not to predict the exact time but to live in faithful anticipation. The focus isn’t on deciphering every detail but trusting in God’s promises and staying ready.
Luke 21:5-24: The Fall of Jerusalem and God’s Faithfulness
Luke gives additional details about the persecution of believers and the fall of Jerusalem. Jesus reminds His disciples that even in the face of adversity, God will remain faithful. They are called to stand firm in their faith and trust that God’s word will prevail.
Word of the Day: Forecast
Definition: A prediction or projection about future events.
In today’s readings, we are reminded that Jesus’ “forecast” isn’t just about what’s to come—it’s about how we live in the waiting.
When reading these passages, it’s easy to get caught up in the details—trying to predict timelines or figure out every sign. But Jesus’ words point us toward something deeper: faith, vigilance, and hope.
The prophecy of the destruction of the Temple shows us that God’s word is certain. Just as He foretold the events of A.D. 70, we can trust that Jesus will return and God’s promises will be fulfilled.
Jesus urges us to stay alert and remain faithful, even when life feels uncertain. As Matthew 25:33 says, He will return in glory to take His place as King. While we can’t know the exact time, we can live each day with the assurance that He will come again.
Our Ever-Present Help
Right now, the world feels chaotic. As we record this, Israel is at war, and storms rage across the globe. Yet, in the midst of the uncertainty, we are reminded to keep our eyes on Jesus. Just as He warned His disciples, He encourages us to stay grounded in faith, trusting that God is in control.
This brings to mind the old hymn “O God, Our Help in Ages Past”:
Our God, our Help in ages past,
Our Hope for years to come,
Our Shelter from the stormy blast,
And our eternal Home.
While We Wait
What can we do while we’re waiting?
Trust in God’s promises. Though the world may shake, His word remains unchanging.
Pray without ceasing. Pray for God’s chosen people, pray for peace, and pray for endurance.
Stand firm in your faith. As Paul encourages us in Ephesians 6:13-17, we must put on the armor of God—fastening the belt of truth, wearing the breastplate of righteousness, and carrying the shield of faith.
October 28
Mark 13:32-37, Matthew 24:36-51, Luke 21:34-38, Matthew 25:1-46
Being Vigilant
In today’s readings, we see Jesus delivering crucial messages about the importance of vigilance and readiness for His return. From the Gospels of Mark, Matthew, and Luke, Jesus uses parables and direct teachings to emphasize the need to stay spiritually awake and prepared for what is to come.
Mark 13:32-37, Matthew 24:36-51, Luke 21:34-38: Watchfulness in Uncertainty
In Mark 13:32-37, Jesus highlights that no one knows the exact day or hour of His return—not the angels, nor even the Son, but only the Father. Jesus compares this uncertainty to a master leaving his servants in charge of his household, urging them to be watchful so they are ready for his return.
Similarly, in Matthew 24:36-51, Jesus draws a parallel between His return and the days of Noah, where people were going about their daily lives, unaware of the coming flood. He encourages His disciples to stay vigilant, warning them to be like a homeowner prepared for a thief in the night. The message is clear: faithfulness, readiness, and vigilance are required, even when we don’t know when He will return.
In Luke 21:34-38, Jesus further warns His followers not to let their hearts be dulled by the cares and distractions of this life. He urges them to stay alert and pray for strength, knowing that the challenges of life could easily lead them astray.
Matthew 25:1-46: Parables of Preparation
In Matthew 25, Jesus continues with a series of parables that highlight the importance of being ready for His return.
The Parable of the Talents illustrates the significance of stewardship. A man going on a long journey entrusts his wealth to his servants. Two of the servants wisely invest and multiply the money, while one buries it out of fear. The master praises the first two but harshly rebukes the third for his laziness. The lesson here is that we must be faithful with what God has given us, using our talents, resources, and opportunities for His glory.
Next, The Parable of the Sheep and the Goats emphasizes that when the Son of Man returns, He will separate people as a shepherd separates sheep from goats. The sheep, representing the righteous, are those who serve and love others, while the goats, representing the unrighteous, are those who failed to show love. Jesus reminds us that our love for others is a reflection of our love for Him, and serving “the least of these” is like serving Him directly.
Word of the Day: Vigilance
Definition: The quality or state of being wakeful and alert; a high degree of attentiveness and responsiveness.
In these passages, the theme of vigilance runs throughout Jesus’ teachings. He calls us to be spiritually awake, aware, and prepared for His return—whenever that may be.
Jesus warns against becoming complacent, distracted by the cares of the world or the pursuit of fleeting pleasures. In Luke 21:34, He says:
“Watch out! Don’t let your hearts be dulled by carousing and drunkenness, and by the worries of this life.”
We are called to guard our hearts and to ensure that we are not consumed by worldly distractions. Life’s trials and temptations can dull our spiritual senses, making it harder to recognize the urgency of our faith. Vigilance means actively fighting against spiritual complacency, making sure we remain focused on God’s purpose for us.
Jesus also tells us to pray continuously for strength and endurance. We may not know when He will return, but we do know that staying connected to Him through prayer and devotion will prepare us for that day.
How can We Apply This to our Daily Lives?
1 Peter 5:8 reminds us to be vigilant because our enemy, the devil, prowls around like a roaring lion, looking for someone to devour. Vigilance in our spiritual lives is not just about waiting for Jesus’ return, but also about being alert to the enemy’s attacks.
Serve others with love. As we see in the parable of the sheep and the goats, we are called to serve those around us, especially the “least of these.” This service is a reflection of our love for God and an act of vigilance in keeping our hearts aligned with His purposes.
Stay connected to God through prayer and scripture. Vigilance requires constant communication with God, keeping our spiritual ears open to His guidance and leading.
Guard against distractions. The worries of this life can easily draw our attention away from what truly matters. Jesus’ words remind us to remain focused on Him, even when life gets overwhelming.
Be a good steward. Like the servants entrusted with their master’s wealth, we must be faithful with the resources and opportunities God has given us. Whether it’s time, talents, or treasures, how we manage what God has given reflects our readiness for His return.
October 29
Mark 14:1-2, Matthew 26:1-5, Luke 22:1-2, Mark 14:10-11, Matthew 26:14-16, Luke 22:3-6, Mark 14:12-16, Matthew 26:17-19, Luke 22:7-13, John 13:1-17, Mark 14:17-26, Matthew 26:20-30, Luke 22:14-30, John 13:18-30
The Final Week: Jesus’ Call to Communion
In today’s readings, we are walking through the final days of Jesus’ earthly life, full of significant moments and teachings. We can only imagine what was going through His mind as He knew exactly what was ahead, yet continued to love and serve those around Him.
Mark 14:1-2, Matthew 26:1-5, Luke 22:1-2: Plot to Kill Jesus
In these passages, we see the chief priests and religious leaders looking for a way to capture Jesus quietly, fearing the crowds’ reaction if they did it during the Passover. Yet, even in their plotting, the timing of events happens exactly as God had planned. Jesus was in control, and the timing of His sacrifice was perfectly aligned with God’s divine plan, fulfilling the prophecies that had been spoken long before.
Mark 14:10-11, Matthew 26:14-16, Luke 22:3-6: Judas’ Betrayal
Judas—one of Jesus’ own disciples—bargains with the religious leaders to betray Jesus. Motivated by Satan’s influence and greed, he agrees to hand Jesus over for thirty pieces of silver. This marks a pivotal moment of betrayal in the narrative, showing how even someone who walked closely with Jesus could be led astray by sin and temptation.
Mark 14:12-16, Matthew 26:17-19, Luke 22:7-13: Preparing for the Passover
Jesus sends His disciples ahead to prepare the Passover meal, giving them very specific instructions, almost like a secret mission. They are to follow a man carrying a jar of water, ask him for the guest room, and find the place already prepared. This reflects Jesus’ divine knowledge and intentionality—everything was set in motion, leading up to the meal that would become the Last Supper.
John 13:1-20: Jesus Washes the Disciples’ Feet
At the Last Supper, Jesus performs an incredible act of humility: He washes His disciples’ feet. This was an extreme act of servanthood, especially given that He was their Teacher and Lord. Jesus knew that His time had come, and yet, instead of focusing on Himself, He turned His attention to serving and loving His disciples, even though He knew they would soon abandon Him.
His action teaches us the importance of humility, love, and servanthood in our lives. Despite knowing their failures and weaknesses, Jesus chose to serve them to the very end, modeling the kind of love we are called to show one another.
Mark 14:17-26, Matthew 26:20-30, Luke 22:14-30, John 13:18-30: The Last Supper
At the Last Supper, Jesus breaks bread and shares the cup with His disciples, establishing the New Covenant through His body and blood. This meal is deeply significant, not just as a moment of farewell, but as an invitation to participate in God’s eternal plan of redemption.
In breaking the bread and sharing the wine, Jesus connects His sacrifice with the ongoing spiritual nourishment we receive through communion with Him. It’s a reminder that Jesus’ body was broken and His blood was shed so that we could experience new life in Him.
Word of the Day: Knowing
Definition: The state of being aware or informed; having or reflecting knowledge, information, or intelligence.
Throughout these passages, we see that Jesus was all-knowing. He knew the hearts of His disciples, He knew the events that were about to unfold, and He knew the depth of His love for His followers.
This word, knowing, points us to the profound truth that Jesus knows us completely—our thoughts, our struggles, and our future. Hebrews 4:15-16 tells us that we can approach Him with confidence because He understands our weaknesses and yet offers us grace and mercy.
We can find comfort in knowing that even when life feels uncertain, Jesus knows exactly what is going on. He is never surprised or caught off guard, and His love for us remains steadfast, no matter what.
Jesus’ knowledge is not just intellectual; it is deeply personal. He knows us individually and intimately, and He desires for us to draw near to Him, just as He drew near to His disciples at the Last Supper.
Humility is Key
In light of this, we are also called to follow Jesus’ example of servanthood and humility. When Jesus washed the disciples’ feet, He showed us that true leadership and love are found in serving others, not in seeking power or recognition.
Are there areas in our lives where we need to humble ourselves and serve others more freely? Maybe it’s in our relationships, our workplaces, or our communities. Just as Jesus knelt before His disciples, we can follow His example by loving those around us in tangible, humble ways.
As we approach communion with Jesus, whether in prayer or through participating in the Lord’s Supper, we are reminded that He is not distant but intimately involved in every detail of our lives. He invites us to bring our struggles, our joys, and our whole selves to the table, where He offers us life, grace, and redemption.
October 30
John 13:31-38, Mark 14:27-31, Matthew 26:31-35, Luke 22:31-38, John 14:1-15:17
An Everlasting Friend
In today’s reading, we journey through some of the final, intimate moments Jesus shared with His disciples before His crucifixion. These moments are filled with deep teaching, warnings, promises, and a profound expression of love. Let’s walk through them:
John 13:31-38, Mark 14:27-31, Matthew 26:31-35, Luke 22:31-38: Jesus Predicts Peter’s Denial
After introducing the Sacrament of Communion, Jesus begins to reveal what is to come. The disciples, still grappling with their position among each other, continue to argue about who is the greatest, even after spending so much time with Jesus. In response, Jesus emphasizes again that greatness comes from serving others—a central theme in His ministry.
Then Jesus turns to Peter and warns him that he will soon face a great test. Jesus tells Peter that although Satan has asked to sift him like wheat, Jesus has prayed for him—a powerful revelation of how Jesus cares for His disciples. Even when Peter boldly declares his loyalty, Jesus informs him that before the rooster crows, Peter will deny Him three times.
This interaction shows both Jesus’ foreknowledge of events and His compassion for Peter, even as Peter would falter. Despite the impending failure, Jesus reassures Peter that his faith will not ultimately fail, and once Peter is restored, he is to strengthen his brothers.
John 14:1-15:17: Jesus Comforts His Disciples and Promises the Holy Spirit
After the warning of Peter’s denial, Jesus continues to offer words of comfort and encouragement to His disciples. He speaks of obeying His commandments, promising that He will not leave them as orphans but will send them an Advocate, the Holy Spirit, who will dwell in and among them, leading them into truth.
Jesus reassures them that He will return, but in the meantime, they must remain connected to Him, like branches to a vine, in order to bear fruit. Without Him, they can do nothing, but with Him, their lives will bear fruit for God’s kingdom.
The metaphor of the vine and branches also emphasizes the importance of remaining in Jesus’ love through obedience to His commands. As they remain in Him, their joy will overflow, and they will experience the fullness of life that only He can offer.
In this teaching, Jesus delivers an incredibly tender and surprising message: He calls them His friends. In the context of the time, this would have been shocking, as rabbis and disciples were not considered friends. Yet, Jesus invites His followers into a relationship of love, trust, and friendship—one that surpasses the traditional teacher-student dynamic. Jesus’ love for His disciples is so great that He will lay down His life for them, showing that there is no greater love than this.
Word of the Day: Friend
Definition: A person who has a strong liking for and trust in another; someone with whom one shares a close, mutual relationship.
In today’s passages, the word friend takes on a profound spiritual meaning. Jesus, the Son of God, calls His disciples friends—not just servants. This friendship isn’t based solely on duty or obligation; rather, it’s rooted in love, loyalty, and sacrifice.
Jesus demonstrated the greatest act of love by giving His life for His friends. In doing so, He established a model for what true friendship looks like: selflessness, loyalty, and a willingness to serve and sacrifice for the benefit of others.
Abiding and Obeying
Jesus calls us into this same intimate friendship with Him. He desires to be more than just a distant figure or teacher in our lives; He wants to be our closest friend, someone we can confide in, rely on, and trust completely.
This friendship is based on abiding in Him, staying connected to the vine, and obeying His commandments. As we cultivate our friendship with Jesus, we also learn to serve others with the same kind of selfless love that He demonstrated.
In reflecting on this friendship, consider:
- Are you abiding in Jesus, staying connected to Him as the source of your life and strength?
- How does your relationship with Jesus influence your friendships with others?
- Are there areas in your life where you can serve and love others more fully, as Jesus has loved you?
Live Out Friendship
In Jesus’ teachings, we are reminded that friendship with Him isn’t just about obedience or following rules; it’s about love. “There is no greater love than to lay down one’s life for one’s friends” (John 15:13). Jesus has already demonstrated this love for us, and now He calls us to show this kind of love to others.
As we reflect on this profound truth, we can also remember that Jesus is the truest friend we could ever have. He knows our deepest struggles, our greatest fears, and our most hidden thoughts—and yet, He loves us unconditionally.
So, let us live out this friendship by:
- Loving others sacrificially, just as He has loved us.
- Remaining in His love, spending time with Him in prayer, worship, and reflection.
- Obeying His commands, which flow from love, not duty.
October 31
John 15:18-17:26
Our Advocate: Jesus’ Final Words of Comfort and Strength
In today’s reading from John 15:18 through John 17, we witness Jesus preparing His disciples for the challenges they will encounter as His followers. He is clear and upfront: the world will oppose and hate them because of their association with Him, just as it hated Him first. Jesus makes it known that living as His disciple means not conforming to the values of this world but remaining faithful to Him, even in the face of hardship.
But Jesus doesn’t leave His disciples, or us, without hope. In fact, He offers the ultimate comfort: the promise of the Holy Spirit.
In John 15:26, Jesus says, "But I will send you the Advocate—the Spirit of truth. He will come to you from the Father and will testify all about me."
The Holy Spirit is more than just a guide; He is our Advocate, our helper, and the One who stands alongside us through life’s trials. Jesus tells His disciples that His departure is necessary for the Spirit to come, and when He does, He will convict the world of sin, righteousness, and judgment, and empower His followers for the work ahead.
As Jesus shifts to His High Priestly Prayer in John 17, He turns to the Father not just for His own strength, but for the protection and unity of His disciples. Jesus prays:
“Holy Father, protect them by the power of your name, the name you gave me, so that they may be one as we are one.” —John 17:11
In these words, we see Jesus’ deep love for His disciples. He prays not only for their safety but also for their unity, that they may be one just as He and the Father are one. This unity is essential because it’s through their oneness that the world will know they belong to Him.
Jesus goes further to pray for all believers, including us, asking that we too would be protected from the evil one and kept strong in faith. His heart’s desire is for all of us to be united in love and mission, sharing His truth with the world.
The world may bring sorrow, but Jesus promises that our sorrow will turn to joy. His victory is assured, and He encourages us to pray in His name, promising that our prayers will be heard and answered. Even as He prepared for the cross, Jesus remained focused on the needs of His disciples and all future believers, ensuring that we would never be left alone.
Word of the Day: Advocate
Definition: One who pleads another’s cause, who helps another by defending or comforting him.
Jesus is our Advocate, and He has sent the Holy Spirit to be our constant companion, guiding and empowering us in this journey of faith. When we feel overwhelmed, we can take comfort in knowing that the Spirit is actively interceding on our behalf and leading us toward the truth.
In times of trial, we need to remember that we are not alone. Jesus is our Advocate—He prays for us, He intercedes for us, and He walks with us through the power of the Holy Spirit. When the world pushes back, or when life feels overwhelming, turn to Jesus and the Advocate He has sent. Let the Spirit fill you with peace, strength, and wisdom, knowing that your prayers are heard and your steps are guided by a loving Savior.
November 1
John 18:1-2, Mark 14:32-42, Matthew 26:36-46, Luke 22:39-46, Mark 14:43-52, Matthew 26:47-56, Luke 22:47-53, John 18:3-24
Agony in the Garden
Today we read about the events leading up to Jesus’ arrest in the Garden of Gethsemane and the betrayal by Judas Iscariot. Each of the four gospels recounts Jesus and His disciples heading to the Garden of Gethsemane after the Last Supper. There, Jesus becomes deeply distressed and sorrowful, praying fervently to God, asking if it is possible for Him to avoid the impending suffering and crucifixion. Yet, in an act of complete submission, Jesus prays, “Not my will, but yours be done.”
In Matthew’s account, we read of Jesus’ anguish and the disciples’ inability to stay awake while He prays. Luke adds the detail of an angel appearing to strengthen Jesus as He continues to pray in agony, His sweat like drops of blood. Judas, who would later betray Him, knew the place well and led soldiers to arrest Jesus.
The word “Gethsemane” carries deep meaning, and I wanted to explore this further. According to ThatTheWorldMayKnow.com:
“The word gethsemane is derived from two Hebrew words: ‘gat,’ meaning ‘a place for pressing oil (or wine),’ and ‘shemanim,’ meaning ‘oils.’ During Jesus’ time, heavy stone slabs were lowered onto olives that had already been crushed in an olive crusher. The slab’s weight squeezed the olive oil out of the pulp, and the oil was collected. The image of the Gethsemane on the slope of the Mount of Olives provides a vivid picture of His suffering. The weight of the world’s sins pressed down upon Him like the heavy slab of the olive crusher. His sweat, ‘like drops of blood falling to the ground’ (Luke 22:44), flowed from Him like olive oil.”
This paints such a vivid picture of what Jesus endured for us. The agony in the Garden of Gethsemane shows us that even the Son of God, in His humanity, faced deep anguish, a burden so heavy that He needed an angel to strengthen Him.
Word of the Day: Agony
Definition: Extreme physical or mental suffering.
In this context, we see Jesus in true agony, both physically and spiritually. From the crushing weight of the sins of the world to the knowledge of the betrayal He would face, Jesus experienced an unimaginable depth of pain. Yet, He still surrendered to the Father’s will.
As we walk through life, we, too, encounter moments of deep agony. Whether it’s the loss of a loved one, a health crisis, or personal turmoil, suffering is a part of the human experience. The Garden of Gethsemane teaches us several important lessons about how to endure these moments:
- Be honest about your struggles: Just as Jesus poured out His anguish to the Father, we can openly share our deepest pains with God. We don’t need to hide our feelings in prayer.
- Submit to God’s will: Jesus shows us the importance of submitting our will to God’s greater plan. Even in agony, He prayed, “Not my will, but yours be done.”
- Lean on community: Though the disciples failed to stay awake, Jesus still sought their presence. During times of suffering, don’t hesitate to lean on your faith community for support.
- Trust in God’s strength: The angel who appeared to Jesus reminds us that God provides strength in our weakest moments. His grace is sufficient, even when we feel like we can’t go on.
As we reflect on Jesus’ agony in the Garden, we remember that He knows our pain intimately. He walked the path of suffering before us, and now He stands ready to walk with us through our moments of anguish. Through prayer, submission to God’s will, and the support of our community, we can find hope, healing, and ultimately, peace.
November 2
Mark 14:53-65, Matthew 26:57-68, Mark 14:66-72, Matthew 26:69-75, Luke 22:54-65, John 18:25-27, Mark 15:1, Matthew 27:1-2, Luke 22:66-71, Matthew 27:3-10
The Trial of Jesus
Today, we find ourselves walking through one of the most significant moments in history—Jesus’ trial before the high priest and His subsequent denial by Peter. It was a long, difficult night for Jesus and His disciples. After being taken into custody, Jesus was brought before the high priest, Caiaphas, where accusations against Him began to pile up, many of them conflicting and false.
At one point, the high priest directly asked Jesus, “Are you the Messiah, the Son of the Blessed One?” to which Jesus answered, “I Am.” This response sent shockwaves through the room. Caiaphas, accusing Him of blasphemy, declared Jesus guilty, and those present began to spit on and strike Him. As if His suffering wasn’t enough, Peter—one of Jesus�� closest friends—denied Him three times, just as Jesus had foretold. When the rooster crowed, Peter realized what he had done and wept bitterly.
The word “trial” takes on a double meaning here. Jesus faced a legal trial before the authorities, but He also underwent a deep spiritual and emotional trial, testing His obedience to the Father’s plan and His endurance through immense suffering.
The word “Gethsemane” itself gives us insight into the intensity of this moment. It means “a place for pressing oil,” which paints a vivid picture of the crushing weight of the world’s sins pressing down on Jesus, just as the heavy stone slabs in an olive press squeeze out the last drop of oil.
Peter, though loyal in his heart, experienced his own trial. Fear overtook him, leading him to deny the very Savior he had promised to follow to the end. Jesus, aware of Peter’s weakness, foretold this failure, but He also knew Peter would be restored. This shows us the beauty of grace: even when we fail, restoration is always possible.
Word of the Day: Trial
Definition: A formal examination of evidence before a judge in order to determine guilt in a legal case; a test of the performance, qualities, or suitability of someone or something.
Enduring Trials with Faith
In our reading today, we are reminded of the trials that we, as followers of Jesus, will face in life. We can learn three crucial lessons from Jesus’ trial:
- Standing Firm in Faith: False accusations may come, and we may find ourselves tested beyond our limits. Just as Jesus remained steadfast during His trial, we too must stand firm in our faith, knowing that God is our ultimate judge.
- The Importance of Humility: Even in the face of betrayal and injustice, Jesus demonstrated profound humility. As we navigate our trials, we are called to walk in humility, following His example, even when we are wronged.
- The Reality of Failure and Restoration: Like Peter, we will stumble. We may even deny our Savior in moments of weakness. But just as Jesus foretold Peter’s restoration, He also offers us the grace to return, be restored, and continue walking with Him.
Trials are an integral part of our journey with Christ, whether they come in the form of accusations, personal failures, or spiritual testing. But through it all, we are reminded that Jesus walks with us, offering grace and strength to persevere.
